The story of Zack.

Hello!

My name is Zack. You can call my Zack, Zacky, Zackers, or whatever you'd like you call me. ^_^

I love diapers and I've loved diapers for quite some time. I all stems from my very early childhood. I was potty trained at the rather late age of 3. It's not that my parents didn't try, oh they tried a lot.. It's just that something in my head didn't want me to leave the convenience of diapers behind. I was always a shy child and would cry the moment my mom would drop be off at the baby sitter. The first wanting to wear diapers that I can remember was when I was about 4 or 5. I don't 100% remember everything but I do remember that my brother and I were watching The Rescuers. I got bored of the movie, as I usually did when I was yonger, and I took a walk to my room. I remember pulling a diaper from under my bed and putting it on, sloppily >_<.. Then pulling up my pants and walking back to the movie. I little while past and I had to go pee pretty badly. I looked at my brother, who was watching the movie intently, and I started to wet the diaper... It goes foggy from there, but I still know that's where it started.

Serveral years pasts before the next diaper incident occured.. I was maybe 7 or 8 and I was at one of my many baby sitter's houses. I remember my babysitter leaving the room to go to the bathroom and I spotted a case of Luvs in the other room. I quickly rushed in and grabbed one and hid it in my shirt. I yelled to my babysitter that I was going upstairs to "go potty." When I got in the bathroom I looked at the new prize that I scored. I opened it up and breathed in that fabulous smell of baby powder. I took my shorts and undies off and sat on the bathroom floor. Slowy I tapped the diaper on and enjoyed myself for what felt like only a minute. After a long 5-6 minutes of diaper heaven my babysitter knocked the door. I said something like "I'm going poop" and quickly took the diaper off and hid it in the bottom of the trashcan..

It would be 6 years until the next diaper incident would happen. It was a boring summers day and my mom and stepdad were off at work. I was flipping through the channels when I spotted a few bikini clad women and got "excited" over it. You know how little'uns can get ;3. Well, I dicided to use my mom's username on our crappy Windows '98 computer. It was dial-up.. The slowest crap known to man. Worse yet, it was AOL.. Well, I learned my moms password my guessing random important dates in her life. I grabbed an old calender and looked through it and spotted my mom and step-dads wedding day. So I tried it and, BAM access to any website I wanted to go on. So after and hour of searching the usual little kid things like "boobs" and "naked girls," I dicided to search "girls in diapers." Well I'll be damned if I didn't find hundreds of pictures of women wearing and even wetting diapers. I then realized why I liked diapers all those years ago. I AM I DIAPER LOVER!

So, even since I've discovered the whole AB/DL thing on the internet, I've gotten a lot more daring with diapers. After seeing those pictures I wanted to wear a diaper of my own. I wouldn't be satisfied with the pad of cloth.. I wanted the krinkle of disposable diapers. Since the nearest store that sold diapers was 5 miles away, I had to settle with what I could find.. I ended up finding a pack of doggy house training pads. They had the feel and krinkle I wanted, but were far from diapers. So, I used my creative mind and some tape and staples later, I fassioned a semi-working diaper.  I feared wetting them because I didn't want to leak all over the house but I LOVED wearing them. The krinkled loud enough to suit my fancy. Sadly, the krinkling made it only posible to wear them at night, or while alone in the house.

A year past and we moved to a new house with a store not even a half a mile away. I dicided to check it out and after 10 minutes of searching through the aisles, I found what I was looking for. Depend maximum absorbancy diapers. They are the only brand of diapers other than CVS brand diapers that are sold near my neighborhood. I was about to walk over closer and buy them but I chickened out and got $20 in candy instead . A month past and I had $40 to blow on diapers. I got 2 aisles away from the diapers and quickly grabbed them. I nearly ran to the register to pay for them. When I went and put the Depends up on the the belt the cashier looked at me funny. As this point I'm more red than a strawberry. I look at him and stupidly say, "Grandparents, ey?" and nearly tear up. To my astonishment he replys "Yeah, it's reasons like this we send them to retirement homes, that will be $7.50." Yes, a pack of Depends is only $7.50 from this store ^_^. Anyways, I nearly cry again forcing out a fake smile and just say "Yeah." I hand him a ten dollar bill and tell him to keep the change, I grab my bag and run out of the store and straight home the back way. After going through a tiny patch of woods I got to my house and dashed inside. I ran straight up to my room ignoring the fact that I forgot to close the door all the way. When I got into my room I ripped the package open with such a fury that the depends sprawled across my floor. I gathered them up and placed them nearly into and old locker that I use to use for footballs and outdoor toys. I took one and removed my clothing. I stood there naked wondering if this was real. I though to myself, "Did I really just buy diapers for myself?!" I cleared my mind of these thoughts and layed down on my bed and carefully put the diaper on. After getting all 6 tapes nice and snug I sat there in awe of what I was doing. "I'm wearing an adult diaper!" I really wanted to cut to the chase and wet that badboy but I didn't have to go at all. After and hour and a pitcher of iced tea I had to go pretty badly. I sat there trying to wet it, but I just couldn't do it. So I stood and I still couldn't wet.. I walked to the bathroom and stood by the toilet and then I finally started to pee. After I fully relieved myself I reached my hand down and felt the front of the diaper. It was warm, kind of squishy and I was loving every minute of it. After 20 minutes of enjoying the wet diaper I had to take it off because my mom was coming home soon. I cleaned myself up and put the soiled diaper into a bag and headed off to the woods to dispose of it.

I've been wearing and wetting diapers for a few years now, and I have only been caught once.. But that's another story.. I'm need a break from typing for now >_<